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mei sashinami ([personal profile] undermanage) wrote2025-01-05 04:28 pm

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[personal profile] nintendog 2025-01-22 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
( it's really only now does her breath catch in her throat, his touch warm over the curve of her thighs, and a trail lingers in his wake as if her skin's caught flame beneath his fingers. it's something she can't help but marvel at for a moment considering she's never had anyone's hands on her like that before.

the attention is dizzying, almost overwhelmingly so for a girl that lives like she depends on it to breathe. everything he's doing is only solidifying the idea that it's her that he wants in this moment and nothing else, an arrangement in which she has absolutely no complaints. if anything, she might be in trouble. what if she ends up liking it just a little too much? what is she to do then?

she doesn't even mind that he's pulled her closer to the edge, but she can't help the slight baring of fangs the moment he makes his demand. she remains as prideful as ever despite the fluster across her skin; despite the fact that she's inching her knees further apart anyway just to accommodate him better. even her snarl lacks is usual bite, a little softer around the edges as if breathless.
)

Don't tell me what to do.

( in fact, she's going to reach up for him. her fingers once again carding through the slightly tussled hair, sinking in until she's found proper purchase within them to slowly but surely grab a firm hold of it. it makes her feel steadier anyway, and he doesn't seem to mind the bit of rougher handling, so it all works out. )

You're already touching me, first of all.

( it's not as if his hands have left her since crossing that line. there's a complaint she wants to make anyway, so she will! )

And what happened to wanting to kiss me?

( okay, so maybe it hasn't left her mind. what of it. )
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i missed my train stop writing this. i needed you to know.

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-01-24 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
( whatever the case may be, she'll think about it later. it's not as if she has the words to ask right now anyway, her mind set on this new pursuit in that same way she does everything else.

he asks that, and she makes to say as if that were obvious. but then he removes his hands off of her again to lean up on his knees, and she flits between a complaint to something more akin to quiet surprise the moment he locks gazes with her.

it's not as if she's blind, the man is objectively pretty even without the silver tongue and the bias of knowing him before all this. so it's not something she's never noticed before, but more something she feels she couldn't afford to linger too long on more than the passing thought.

the shift is interesting, though. the side of him that she doesn't really see all that often and probably for good reason. if she'd met him like this first, this interaction would have ended before it even began. simple as that.

and even now he seeks to test her patience, but this time it's entwined with a nervousness in the pit of her stomach that only gets worse the longer he drags on, unexpectedly so for someone so brash otherwise. but he's clearly experienced, and there's nothing she hates more than falling short at anything. what if -

the initial touch is barely even enough to get any of her lip balm on his, and still it stops her breath right where it is.

it's not until he lays claim to the rest of the space between them does she remember herself, but it's too late to stop the soft little noise she makes that gets muffled into the kiss. although it is a good thing she's hardly ever been a passive girl, because it's all it takes for her hands the come properly around his shoulders to keep him there, perhaps a little too needily so. she even tilts her head a bit to ease into him properly, lips parting with a sigh.

no wonder it's something he chases often.
)

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when i looked up and realized i was four stops out i was like. hm. that is not correct.

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-01-25 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
( it's a touch she leans into before she thinks about it, stayed by the hand she's growing increasingly fond of as he leaves her breathless with every kiss. as thankful she is for the break before she grows dizzy, there's still a part of her that wants to chase when he pulls away - and sort of does, until he says something.

with lips parted and skin flushed a proper pink, she takes a moment of pause to figure out what it is he's asking - he keeps posing her questions he knows the answer to, which she slowly, ever slowly, realizes is a show of consideration in case she's hesitating. he has asked her at every turn if she's sure, as if she'd still be here if she wasn't. it makes her laugh, a soft and rare thing.
)

Mm, yeah.

( so she'll free him, she supposes, slowly unwinding her arms to gently nudge him away with two fingers against his forehead. )

You're in my way, ( not that she minds him being where he is, but she does need her legs to readjust, or move elsewhere. ) unless you want to be thrown on the couch.

( she does look like she's thinking about it... )
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yes. and alive to write smut another day

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-01-26 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
( she doesn't mind. she might question why he thinks she needs the help with something like this, but she's dismissing it as an excuse to keep his hands on her, which she's not going to complain about, so..

swinging her legs up on the couch is easy enough now that she's not in danger of hitting him. as she settles in, she keeps one knee bent and one relatively flat on the upholstery so she can better guide him over in turn to let him take his precious spot between them. not that it'll take much convincing but, maybe she just wants an excuse not to be entirely rid of his warmth either.

she considers the offer he so casually makes, then:
)

I think you're the one that has to be more careful about the things he says.

( she was gentle about letting him settle above her, a spot she's still debating if she'll let him keep, but then her fingers curl into the white of his button up to yank him back down to her like she's trying to prove a point.

it makes the way she hooks her heel over the back of his thigh almost sweet even with the way it digs in. she's at least let go of his dress shirt, smoothing the wrinkles made over with her palms like a silent apology.
)

Don't break skin. ( her first real line drawn in the sand. the next bit comes a bit quieter, lower, as she tucks herself beneath his jaw with a nuzzle. ) But don't treat me like I'm going to break either just because I've never done this before.

( if it sounds anything mildly like a threat.. well, that's because it is. )

You think of me like your sweet, darling kouhai? Then guide me.
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'finally' damn ur right i could've edged us both harder

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-01-27 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
( that her hand is being guided back up is something she notes somewhere in the back of her mind. something he liked? as if her hand simply being on him isn't enough, which is fine. it only makes figuring out what works for him easier, as she does so love to please.

the kiss to her cheek tickles, but the one he lowers to her jaw makes her breath hitch and her knees press into his sides, fingers curling into the back of his neck as his breath fans across oversensitive skin.

there's plenty she could say here, plenty she wants to say, since it's not as if she's unused to the sport of talking back. the implication that she has something yet to prove, to keep up - then calling her his? my. he really is quite bold now that he's cast aside his layer of professionalism.

she doesn't hate the eagerness though. she did say she wanted to be doted on, and he's given his adoration and appreciation in spades. there's a heat in her belly that's getting incredibly hard to ignore; the thrill clawing in her chest far different than any she's experienced even as one who risks her neck every time she sets out for a job.

then she's drawn into another kiss, this time pressed on like he wants more of her somehow. a lead she follows, lips parting for him when urged to, whining right against him when his hand moves to toy with her through all her layers. it's not hard to feel her shiver when she's going to arch up into his palm the way that she is, urgent and needy in a way that only seems to get worse with every breath.

the press of his tongue only serves to encourage her to chase after a proper taste of him now that she's gotten like this, the grip on the back of his neck tightening some to keep him from pulling away too soon as she gives chase. she'll even be helpful, or make some attempt to be. he was removing his tie before he kissed her again, so she'll let the nails of her other hand drag down the line of his front to let it catch on a button or two, purposefully snagging on fabric to let the slowly building tension on the stitches act as her next threat.

it'll be the fastest way to be rid of it, if you ask her. it won't be hard for him at all to add the last bit of force to push those stitches past breaking point with how helpfully insistent she is about it, but he can work it off normally too, she supposes. to spare the ruin of one of his work shirts. it doesn't matter to her as long as it's gone.
)
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(me saying this like it didn't take us like ~60 tags to get here) yeah we could've gone longer

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-01-31 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
( it's curious. she could swear she can taste the sweetness of his treat from earlier on him, but she very well could just be overthinking it while she very much so is not in a state to be doing that. whatever the case may be, what she knows with certainty is that she wouldn't mind getting another try at it, if granted the chance.

there's also a part of her that's grateful that her mouth is otherwise occupied, because it's getting a little embarrassing hearing herself sound the way she does even muffled against him. every knead makes it worse, and her patience with the layers of fabric between is thinning by the second. his is a touch she's quickly learning that she both wants and fears would ruin her if she were to experience it directly.

she'll let go of his shirt when he pulls away to ease it off himself at least, head tilting a bit to one side as she watches him do just that with no small amount of interest.
)

.. A cat?

( even now she still has it in her to squint up at him with that flicker of defiance. she's cute because she's her? not because she's akin to some domestic animal - )

That's..

( but then his hands are back on her, warming her sides and delighting in that squeeze before they dip back where they were prior.

only he doesn't stop there, emboldened to push further up her dress and tug at her panties just enough for a chill to draw a shiver out of her. she almost doesn't hear his suggestion with how she jerks with a bit of a yelp at the sudden shift in temperature, her hands reaching up and around to grab at the back of his shirt to pull him in and tuck herself beneath his chin as if it'll do anything to stave off the cold.

that snarl of hers doesn't have as much heat behind it as she wanted, frustrated in how she can't seem to help but roll her hips up to seek out the warmth of his hand despite herself.
)

Isn't that a little unfair?

( he skipped over so many of her other accoutrements and got to such an intimate spot so readily! a feat she can't help but feel like was a little too easy to do? but such is the nature of wearing dresses and letting a man that knows exactly what he wants get this close.

and as if she knows exactly how much of a mess he's about to make of her, she tugs at his shirt to hike it up enough to slip her hands beneath, sinking her nails into his shoulders just as he works his fingers along the slick heat between her thighs.

she'll deny ever whimpering when the relief of being touched floods her in her entirety, nosing at his neck as she tries her utmost to readjust and shift beneath him to better angle her hips for him, pressing against that maddening thumb and squirming as if she truly intends to fuck herself with his fingers. she was already wet from everything leading up to this point, working her up to dripping won't take much when he's clearly dedicated to the cause.

what she buries and mouths against the base of his neck sounds suspiciously like his name stuttered, but she'll deny that too.
)
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you get it fr...

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-02-03 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
( every moment that passes just makes the cinch of her clothes feel that much more stifling. she really should have done away with the corset awhile ago, but it's not as if she gave that part much thought when her focus is drawn everywhere else. hubris, perhaps, on her end. she'd always been too confident for her own good to start.

vulnerable as it feels, dangerous as it might be - it feels good, so how bad could it really be?

especially when he presses even more kisses along her skin, leaning against him in a half-nuzzle as his breath tickles the sensitive spot there. it's not until she feels the press of his finger does she jerk, tensing from the touch and her breath growing more shallow at every inch.

it's different, far different compared to her own. he's unabashed about burying himself to the knuckle, for one, and he fills her in a different way than she can with her fingers. then he says that so bluntly while steadfastly working her cunt with his hand that she really shouldn't be blamed for imagining what it'd be like for his cock to stretch her insides instead. a thought that she admonishes herself for, feeling as if she shouldn't paint that image of him despite his declared intent.

and yet, she's rolling her hips up into his palm anyway, grinding insistently against him as she hisses.
)

I meant your clothes, Mei.

( the one she thinks he's got far too much of when he's already gotten under her skirt and then some?

so, as shaky as she feels, she'll take it upon herself to rectify said problem, dragging the nails of her right hand down the flexed muscle of his back so she can slide it between them. it's a bit of an awkward angle with how snugly she's pressed against him, so he'll simply have to forgive the blind search for the clasp with her fingers, especially so when he's going to make it this hard to focus.

frustrated is perhaps putting how she feels now a bit lightly. the desire to reach for his hand instead to urge him along fingerfucking her to chase that high is something great and terrible, but she's doing her absolute best to keep steady and focus on her task instead before she gets too greedy for her own good.

not that she does too well in working off the clasp, the flare of her irritation is bleeding the rest of her patience dry. so perhaps the fact that she's palming his cock through the thick of his layers is meant to be a matter of pettiness for getting her this riled up so quickly, but also.. encouragement, maybe. she doesn't know.
)

You can't fuck me with these on anyway?

( although the thought of him simply shoving them low enough to get at her is admittedly making her blood run hot. that he didn't even bother to pull her panties all the way off almost feels as if he couldn't wait any longer, and what girl wouldn't be flattered? )
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[personal profile] nintendog 2025-02-09 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
( he really needs to stop throwing questions her way if he's going to continue to toy with her? the fitting her with another one of his fingers whilst curling them in the way that he is definitely feels like she's being fucked with, and not in the ways they're working up to.

especially with how he's saying her name and continually feeling her up even while knuckles deep. the intent behind them makes something in her belly flutter, and now he's saying he has to go get something?
)

You're really asking me that after working me up this much?

( not that she doubts that he could make her cum with his fingers. it'd be a hard thing to deny when she can hear how wet she's gotten with every press of his fingers.

and now he's saying he has to go somewhere? tsk.
)

Can't it wait?

( she's not disregarding the need for one. logically, she knows he'll have to eventually. but right now? right now she's quite happy riding his fingers and the little circles he's drawing in her. he's the one that made it easier to indulge in them, what with how he's holding her up and all? taking that away and leaving her to the cold would be cruel, in her opinion. )

Just don't put it in yet.

( that one felt a little too bold, even for her. getting flustered now feels silly considering everything else, and yet.

here she is, working off the clasp of his trousers at long last as if it might distract away from it. she doesn't push them off his hips, at least. merely letting her fingers feel along the thinner fabric beneath and marvel at how hot he feels against her like this, just one flimsy layer away from touching skin.
)

But.. I also want to make sure you feel good, too.
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[personal profile] nintendog 2025-02-11 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
( if he actually meant for them to slow down some, then he shouldn't keep stirring up her insides as deliberately as he is.

but as it is, she's struggling to keep her breath steady at every agonizing stroke of his fingers, her now thighs trembling despite every effort not to. she had to bite at her lip just to stifle a whimper when he won't go any faster despite her urging, still slow even when she rocks her hips up to meet every in. kept right at that delicate precipice - which is cruel, she thinks. she wants to cum so bad, but she's not about to beg for it either, no matter how wound up he's gotten her.

the sight of him isn't doing her any favors, though. the warm flush of his skin, the heaviness of his want and the barely restrained impatience she finds in his expression only makes some of her own restraint crumble. the far more obvious outline of his cock isn't helping matters either, especially not when he's still working his fingers into her with such deliberate diligence. thorough, even. like he's simply letting her get used to the way he fits before she takes him properly.

the dangerous temptation of pushing him to see if he'd just fuck her anyway is right there on the tip of her tongue, the more rational parts of her barely tethering the thought. sure, while it's not as if he could knock her up anyway considering the conditions in which she has to avoid bleeding in general lest she draw unnecessary danger, it's still safer overall.

and she's a good, reasonable girl. the very same one that's letting her palm follow that curve, her fingers drawing up along the sides as though she means to curl them around his cock - only to be stopped by fabric before she manages.
)

You do tempt me into it a lot.

( choking him, she means. especially now? livid and frustrated as she is? )

And if you stop now, I really might.

( perhaps the most aggressive way to ask for more, but here we are. )
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[personal profile] nintendog 2025-02-16 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
( he asks that as if he doesn't know what he's doing to her, which they both know that he does at this point. he always seems to when he poses questions like these, so he really shouldn't be surprised that he incites some level of aggressiveness out of her the more he plays coy.

then he presses against her clit too and the jolt paired with how nicely he fills her out is almost just a little too much all at once.

but that's always been her problem, hasn't it? the girl who thinks herself grown. the one who abhors being referred to and treated like she's the young girl that she actually is. a spitfire that thinks she can handle anything because she thinks she knows it all when she doesn't.

so this is validating for her in quite a few ways, mostly because it's not like she knows he's wrestling with the guilt of enabling this even now. figuring it's more that he simply trusts her judgement.
)

I'm -

( and there's something about being encouraged that makes her fold. urged to relax, to try to take slower breaths instead of the erratic ones she's managed so far,

then there's the bid to hear her. to insist on pressing on with such persistence until she comes around his fingers. to know that he wants to play witness to it is not helping her desperate attempt to keep it together, especially when the twitch against her palm and him seeking out more of her touch spells out the earnestness in it all.

whether out of embarrassment or restlessness, she abruptly stops the wandering of her hand to lift it to her mouth to stifle a whimper against the back of it, turning her cheek away to avoid needing to look right at him as her thighs squeeze and tremble. the hand that's made a home along his shoulder has undoubtably left crescents and tracks, trying and failing to get a proper grip as she crests into the peak of that carefully guided crescendo with an arch of her back and a much too delighted moan.

there's a rush that comes with the tension, the wash of blinding relief numbing whatever thought that remains in her unraveling. her nerves feel like livewire and she's all too aware of the fingers buried deep in her in the most satisfying way as she tenses and quakes - full and fulfilled in a way she hasn't quite known yet.
)
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hiiii i was just thinking abt u the other day like dam i hope they're ok

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-03-05 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
( mercifully, he's at least seen fit to take it easy on her in her moment of oversensitivity. she's not sure what it'd make of her if he kept pressing on, and it's a little terrifying to imagine when she's gotten like this over his fingers and a few cooed words.

the touch to her waist is nice. grounding. there are still slight tremors despite any and all attempt to keep still, the lightheaded blur giving way now that she's been given a moment to breathe.
)

Mm.

( and that's all she manages as confirmation for now, but at least she's finally let her gaze flick back his way. this is likely as languid as she's ever looked considering her habits, indolent in all the ways she's practically melted onto the upholstery.

and debauched, thanks to him. still in most of her gear with only the few layers barely even off her hips, lips a much-loved pink despite the gloss that's long gone. but at least she's coming around, her breath steadying faster than she can mentally get herself back together. fit as she might be, it's not as if she's ever had to learn how to recover from.. well, all of that.
)

.. I guess you'll just have to do it again.

( hubris is a lifelong companion, you see. throwing gauntlets is basically second nature to a girl as overconfident as she is. it doesn't matter that she's in no shape currently to be doing so considering she's still lounging like a satiated cat - she's going to anyway.

but at least she does deign to shift, letting one of her hands wander over her belly to work the clasp off her corset. it's gotten incredibly hot under her layers, and she'd rather not suffocate.

it's only then does she try to sit up, pushing the discarded layer off onto the floor before reaching for him again. nothing overt beyond placing a hand over his chest because she's purposefully withholding before she finds herself in another sticky situation, but she does gradually start pressing as if to very kindly ask him to lay down before she makes that decision for him.

he's been a smug tease, and she's a spiteful girl.
)

My turn.

( it's his fault he's gotten her this riled up, after all. perhaps he can help her figure out the limits of how insatiable she truly is. )
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me nodding like and depending on the otome also getting slammed there

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-03-07 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
I wasn't hiding.

( she was, but she's not about to own up to that.

it doesn't matter, being able to peel herself off of the couch is helping cool her off some, but it doesn't change the fact that the pointed glare she throws in his direction is cutting. with maybe a little bit of a pout but she's not acknowledging that one.
)

Just because I haven't done it before doesn't mean I can't figure it out.

( for instance, she's going to shove him the rest of the way down. lovely as it is to have his hands on her, she has enough spite to pry herself away for a moment to stand herself up on the couch after he's done what he needed to with those buttons.

there's no saving those shorts anyway, so those are being rid of. sitting in them wouldn't be comfortable in the slightest, but she's keeping her panties on in some strange show of modesty no matter how that might stick.

.. as if he hadn't just watched her fall apart with his hand earlier, but she digresses..

but instead of taking a spot between his thighs, she frames his hips with her knees as she settles on his lap with a hum, hands set on his belly as she leans on in to nudge his jaw with the tip of her nose.
)

I'm confident in my ability to pick things up.

( for instance, one of those delicate-looking hands of hers carves a path up to his neck, placing her fingertip on the hollow of his throat, but not much more beyond that. she'll draw an idle figure, but it's more because she's restless than anything. )

And I'm a sweet, accommodating girl. If you tell me how you'd like me, you know I'll do my best for you as I always have.
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LMAO help.. it's ok. same. but i fucked mine up... how am i gonna jpeg this man now.

[personal profile] nintendog 2025-03-09 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
( he just does not quit it with that mouth of his does he! )

Shut up.

( why would she get flustered! what an absurd thought! she's infallible, doesn't he know? with a confidence that should be classified as dangerous, even. besides, she's already felt it press against her hand earlier, and..

..
)

You're so annoying!

( and yet here she remains, trailing her fingers along his jaw with no indication or intention of removing herself despite the hiss.

but she does frame it with her hand eventually, abandoning delicacy to force him to look the other way before he gets any bright ideas about reading things on her that definitely isn't there. it gives her a bit more room anyway, to take a similar path down as he had with her when he sought to drown her in these chaste little kisses earlier.

only she's not quite as nice. the threat of teeth hangs overhead the whole while - especially when she finds herself melting into the hands he's put on her. it's frustrating, incredibly so, to feel as if she's still missing something that he's keeping just shy of her reach despite having already made to cum once. just what is he doing to her that she can't help but chase for more anyway?

so she's going to sink her teeth into his shoulder about it, pink tongue almost kittenish with the sweet way she laps at the spot after. thoughtful and adorable, just like she says she is.

but maybe the way she's readjusted to sit on his cock as she does it is far less so, shifting on that spot to make herself comfortable as she shivers from the heat and friction. a reminder even if he doesn't need one, that it's his fault she's gotten like this. that he's the one that's gone and ruined her cute pair of panties, so he can deal with that wetness through what remains of those layers.
)

Your.. ( hm, no, she's still a bit too embarrassed to say it quite like that. it feels filthy on her tongue even though she'd made that bold claim about getting fucked by him earlier. ) Why would I get flustered by something I want?

( because she so veeery clearly knows what she's getting into. how could she not with a guiding hand like his? )

damn u right

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